Selena Gomez frankly told about the breakup between her and Justin Bieber in her new documentary ‘My mind and me’. She mentioned it as the best thing that has ever happened to her.

Selena Gomez just launched her new documentary ‘My mind and me’ on Apple TV+. In this documentary she is looking back at the relationship of her and Justin and what for emotional influence this had on her life.

The break-up with Justin Bieber

“Everything was so public. I felt haunted by a past relationship that no one wanted to let go of. Then I just moved past it, and I wasn’t afraid anymore.

Justin and Selena had a blinking relationship for six years, from 2012 to 2018. Justin married his current wife, Hailey Bieber, in the year 2018. With the song ‘Lose you to love me’, who Selena published in 2019, she showed how she felt about that relationship.

In the documentary Selena explained how they wrote the song. “I text Julia Michaels and Justin Tranter and said, I think I’m ready to just say I’m sad”, and that’s how the song came about. “We wrote the sing in 45 minutes, the fastest song I’ve ever written”.

Serena quoted in the documentary “It’s about more than a lost love. It’s me learning to choose myself, to choose life, but also hoping that people can find grace and peace in that too. The song is about knowing that you completely lost every part of who you are just to rediscover yourself again.”

Later she said “I feel like I had to go through the worst possible heartbreak ever and then just forgetting everything at the drop of the hand, it was really confusing. But I just think that needed to happen and ultimately it was the best thing that ever happened to me”.

Insecure feelings during the tour

“It looks so bad. I have no idea what the fuck I’m doing…so I get the voice that comes in my head that says, ‘You missed this, that sucked. It sucks the life out of me and I don’t want to perform. The pressure is just overwhelming”, Selena said in tears after the final rehearsal for the tour Revival. Justin is also included in this part of the documentary, with old statues from 2016.

Selena was the most scared of the reaction from the head of Interscope Records, John Janick. She said the following thing in the documentary “I don’t know what John thinks, I want to talk to John. I don’t want to disappoint John. I don’t want him to think that he signed some fucking Disney kid”.

She then reveals that there was once a plan to do a duet with her and Justin. Upon which she said “It just sucks too, because the whole song thing. He called me this morning about the song with Justin. When am I just going to be good enough by myself? When am I gonna be good just by myself, not need anybody to be associated with?”

John walks up to Selena and says “You were amazing, I thought it was awesome” while giving her a hug. The revival tour unfortunately had to end after 55 shows. This was because Selena ended up in hospital with mental health issues.